Well, thanx to GOD, today was much more peaceful and there was such a feeling as if people already got used to those bombings, that's so sad:((, but life seems to go on, no matter what:))

I spent some time on the net, played Quake 3 Arean and did some changes to the website, i love messing with HTML, called Nilu and spoke about the job and then i called Anna and asked do i have any chance of getting my job back, to which she answered that chances are pretty low:((, well gotta try though...
I took shower and went to meet guys for the party, a metro station entrance near the Intercontiental hotel was closed due to the recent attack and i had to go all the way down to the next entrance, well noone seems to be scared, but lots of policemen patrolling streets and subway, i came to the place right on time, guys were waiting for me and we went outside...
Man, a place for the party was pretty cool, we sat there talking and having fun, then Siddiq came and we spoke about the bombings, we talked about everythinmg , even Abdurahmon came to our party, anyways we sat for a while, about 7 hours and then went home, i came and watched some very interesting movie and then went to bed.
Well, today went for jogging, the day looks pretty grim, no sunshine, i found out that i've got 3 new members, now i have about 90 members, wow that's great, worked on the webiste and then i had a great idea of setting up a specialized website on translations.
Guess what, today was a really windy weather, and one of the doors in our hall got shut and my sister left in the hall, we tried asbout 45 minutes to pen the darn door. At alst we succeeded and freed my little sis, then i took some short nap, but couldn't sleep cause it was raining cats and dogs outside, then agian logged on the net and spoke to some ladies on the chat:)))

Wow, i was so touched to receive two e-mails from Doyle and Dream, who rendered their support because i was fired, thank you very much guys:)) I feel much better now, tho sometimes some painful feelings come into my hear and i feel so badddd. grrrrr...
Spoke with musi on msn, then worked on my Uzbek website, played some Wolfenstein, anyway spent whole day on the computer, 'cause i felt so hollow, wothout any idea what shud i do now,,,
Called Gaba, we met and i gave him a tap, whcih he was to take to UK, cause he's leaving morrow, we spoke about our work, about my problem, i also met secretary guy on my way, anyway Gaba advised me to write to BBC Monitoring hq, well i gotta think about that, but i don't think that this will change anything, i am just a local employee, and was fired by international organization, that's why i think that nothing gonna change for me, but i may give it a try...
Well, we sat for about two hours speaking about our problems and i went home. that's it

I woke up rpetty early ,expecting to have a very nice day today, went jogging, played some tennis, well in whole my mood was perfect, then i received a call from my wrok, my boss wanted to c me... Damn it i said, i am on holiday, what the hell she wants from me, but anyway i weent to work...
' Arrived right on time, then went to see my boss, well i was thinking that sumthing unpleasant will be but not this, she said they're not happy with the way i work and decided to stop their contract with me, i said what thehell, i told her that it's not goddamn fair, that there are many people whose level of knowledge is really lower then mine, but she said that she will deal with them as well, man i hate her, i can't tell how i felt, i was rather shocked and angry, that bitch told me to return all the bbc things, like computer screen and else,i said fine, she wanted me to sign a letter in which i'll say that i am leaving by myself,but i said i won't sign and told her to put it down that she's firin' me, anyway i was so mad, 'cause i had so many high hopes pinned on this job, and now i am jobless, for what:(((
Anyway got home in rather bad mood, spent some time playing pc ghames to distract myself, then took some nap and after this finished Wolfenstien, killed Heinrich 1, imagining that this is my boss i am killing.
Then logged on the net, surfed thru some pages and found a good site where u can adopt virtual pets, and tihs is what i did, so here's my pet:
http://bunnyherolabs.com/adopt/showpet.php?mc=penguin.swf&clr=0x2c53f8&cn=rayhona&an=t+moor

Woke up pretty late, well late for myself, spent some tome on the net and then played Wolfenstein until 3, then watched some movie and went to the party with my college friends, arrived right on time , we sat in the M waiting for toher guys to come...
Well, then we went outside, started waiting for Hasan, BG went back to M station, but he arrived on foot, so Hasan had to go down to M to bring BG this time:))
We phoned Shuhi, cause he was a host and we had no idea where he lives, so we went to his house on the outskirts of Tashkent, Keles, well we met out math teacher, cause he's her son.
The party was really cool, we had a really nice time talking and joking, but Odil was in hurry, so he was sitting and whining for about two hours that he's gotta go home, so fed up with his talking we decided to wind up our party and leave home ,but the problem was that we had only one car, so imagine this, there were six people in the back seat and four in the front ,man this was so funny,this is his car model:
, anyway this was really unforgettable experience:)))
Well,i had only 400 soms, so i had to ask my buddies to give me some money and came home by taxi, dad opened the door and said that my mom and sis arrived as well, cool, well this was my day:)))

Well, the morning started pretty boring, i spent some time playing Wolfstein and then went to work, well i was really tired today and didn't even wanted to work a lot, but there was a lot to do, our head ed came from China, that jerk Stephe was again telling me this telling me that, but the most unpleasant was that i received two feedback from my ed, they were sent me by e-mail and copied to my boss, that's not good, i hope that i won't be bullied again, i am so sick and tied of all of this, anyway starting from tomorrow is my leave, so i won't be at work until the next Sunday, hiyya, well came home,but received some pretty sad news, one of our relatives hasd just passed, not good:(((